I dont know what is harder. Coming to the realization that the world isn't what you want it to be or that life continues to move all around you without consulting you first. When you get that punch in the face from the right and not the left, it hurts even more. I guess this is a month that shall live inside me more then the previous 8. This is the defining one and will show me what I am and what I have become. Less then 1.5 months until surgery so lets keep it going correct and moving forward and not stalled in past. I will continue to live in the present and see life as it is, not at it could or should and can be...just is.
I leave for South Carolina in a few days for a wedding. Bow tie is ready to be unleashed. I look hot, not gonna lie. I am siked to see my brother and niece again and spend some time with them. Not looking forward to the drive but it will be nice to be on the road, thinking and seeing the roads ahead....
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