...Means to an End

I think one of the hardest parts of this process is looking inside to see all of the positive and negative things you have done. The positives are the easy part. Who doesn’t like to know how great they are, it’s the negatives that hurt and sting. I have been dong a lot of thinking and self-analyzing over this past year. Until recently, I found it so easy to just ignore all the suffering I caused, never making amends to anyone I hurt. Recently, I have been calling or contacting those I hurt to apologize and give closure to the both of us. I think closing unfinished chapters is really helping me move forward and come to terms with where I am in my life. I know this is still the easy part but it can get uncomfortable at many times. It also makes it so much easier and you feel so much better once it is out in the open and we both get closure. This will continue on until my list complete. But anyone who knows me, that is a long list.

Ill publicly state this also. Sorry to all you Smiths/Moz fans. I like them after giving them a chance…Moz solo is still unlistenable.